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Epic Historical Fantasy with Gay Main Characters



cover of "Bonds of Hate" by Andrew AshlingWelcome Wanderer,

My name is Andrew Ashling and I write what I call Epic Historical Fantasy with Gay Main Characters.

If you like guys who like guys, but also know how to use a sword, in an alternative medieval setting, you've come to the right place.

I also have my own website, Ximerion.

I will give you a short overview of my books in this post and provide links to separate posts for more details.

My main series is called Dark Tales of Randamor the Recluse.

It consists of 7 books, a trilogy, The invisible Chains, and a quadrilogy, The Invisible Hands.

The first book, Bonds of Hate, is free on all major vendors and on my own website, Ximerion (all links on this page). 

Ready to follow me into the rabbit hole?

 

Here is a list of posts that provide more info

Overview of all the books I have written to date

Dark Tales of Randamor the Recluse: this post gives you some general information about the whole series.
 

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New Cover (2026) of Dagger of DeceptionI'm planning a complete overhaul of the (for now) two books of the Rahendo & Ryhunzo Medieval Mysteries.

This means thorough editing, on all levels, of the texts, new covers, and illustrations. I hope to publish the new edition around the middle of November 2026.

As an appetizer, here is a preliminary draft of the new cover. This should also give you an idea of the in-text illustrations, although those will be in pen drawings.
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A character study of Rahendo, one of the main characters of the Rahendo & Ryhunzo Mysteries.

Rahendo Character Study
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New Release: Last of the Line

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At the time of writing, September 16th, 2026, my newest book, Last of the line, the second volume of the Rahendo & Ryhunzo Mysteries, is live on Amazon, Kobo, B&N, Apple Books, Smashwords, and being published to several other vendors. You can find all download links on this page on my website.

So, what’s it about?

Spin-off

The Rahendo & Ryhunzo Mysteries are a spin-off series. The main series, Dark Tales of Randamor the Recluse, is far more sinister, while these books are almost-cozy mysteries. Almost, because terrible things are discussed and actually do happen. The first volume is called Dagger of Deception. If you’re interested, you can find more info on this page on my website.

Murder in broad daylight

Who would dare to kill someone in broad daylight in Lorseth, the residence of Prince Anaxantis, Warlord of Great Renuvia, and leave him lying on the road buck-naked?

Well, someone dared. Or three someones, as becomes clear when an eyewitness turns up. That still doesn’t explain who the killers were, and why they killed this young man. And who is he, by the way?

Rebellion?

The identity of the victim is soon established, but Tomar Parmingh, the Grand Steward, responsible for the peace and everything else in the prince's absence, wants the problem to go away. Literally. He wants the victim and his grieving family members back in their homelands, far away from Lorseth.

But it is also necessary to discover what precisely happened and why. Rumors of rebellion are growing more insistent, and Tomar doesn’t want to leave anything to chance.

Reluctant Sidekick

So, much against his better judgement he engages Rahendo and Ryhunzo to accompany the body and try to find out who murdered him and why. He asks, or blackmails, depending on how you look at it, an orphan of the gang who call themselves the Stray Boys, to go with them. Agneth can go places and speak to people young nobles can’t, according to Tomar. Agneth is not happy, but he complies.

“You’re going with them. I’m sure you’ll have a blast of a time, the three of you,” Tomar assures them.

And so the adventure starts…

You can find all download links on this page on my website.


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Some readers have told me, in private mails or in reviews, that it was unlikely that someone as young as Anaxantis in my Dark Tales of Randamor the Recluse series would lead armies in the field.

These reactions actually surprised me. I was certain I had read about some fairly young leaders in history.

So, I decided to look it up. One thing led to another, and now I'm attempting to write a series of short historical books that I tentatively call Teenage Generals at War. My first subject is Baldwin IV of Jerusalem who defeated Saladin at the battle of Mont Gisard in 1177. He was seventeen at the time.
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Rahendo & Ryhunzo Mystery - 2

Last of the Line



cover of Last of the LineYou would think that in Lorseth, the seat of the government of Prince Anaxantis, Warlord of Great Renuvia, a place teeming with his soldiers, pages, and squires, nobody would be so bold as to commit murder. Let alone in bright daylight.

Think again.

One morning passersby discover the naked body of a murdered young man. Prince Anaxantis is absent, inspecting his southern borders, and so his closest assistant and steward, Tomar Parmingh, has the unenviable task to try solving who killed the boy. To make matters worse, suspicions rise the victim was the scion of a noble House, about to enlist as a page at the princely court.

As a responsible caretaker, Tomar can miss these kinds of incidents like a hole in the head. Even more so because there are rumors of rebellion against Prince Anaxantis’s regime. Out of sheer desperation, he engages the help of the capricious head pages Rahendo of Eldorn and Ryhunzo of Uberon, partners in mischief. Initially, he only wants them to identify the victim, if possible.

But, of course, one thing leads to another, and much against his better judgement Tomar entrusts them with a far more important mission: escort the remains of the boy home and find out who murdered him. Agneth, an orphan who acts, not wholeheartedly, as their manservant accompanies them.

The intrepid trio soon discovers that all members of the House of Durnsley, except one, come under suspicion of having murdered one of their own.

You can read two excerpts Chapter 2, Scene 3 and Chapter 2, Scene 7.

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Shoot Them

Aug. 30th, 2026 05:47 pm
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If you have any young friends who aspire to become writers, the second greatest favor you can do them is to present them with copies of The Elements of Style. The first greatest, of course, is to shoot them now, while they’re happy.

Dorothy Parker

Author, Poet & Literary Critic
(1893-1967)

Writing

Aug. 29th, 2026 09:41 pm
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Sometimes I think I should write as if I’m going to die tomorrow and at the same time plan my books as if I’m going to live forever.
Then I wonder why I should do that.
I get so tired of myself.
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If you do not hear music in your words,
you have put too much thought into your writing and not enough heart.

Terry Brooks

Author
(°1944)

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A painter is a man who paints what he sells;
an artist, on the other hand, is a man who sells what he paints.

Pablo Picasso

Artist & Sculptor
(1881-1973)

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Chapter 2: The Fox, the Cat, and the Rat - Scene 7 (excerpt)





cover of Last of the Line Tomar, the steward of the prince-warlord, has called Rahendo & Ryhunzo, and also the orphan Agneth, to his office to discuss the progress they made in the murder of a young nobleman. Agneth is an orphan of a group who call themselves the Stray Boys who helped our sleuths solve a previous case, related in Dagger of Deception.



Tomar Parmingh let his eyes wander over the three young men in his private office. Two had sat down, the third kept behind them, standing at a respectful distance.

“Grab a chair and come sit with us, Agneth,” Ryhunzo said. “No reason you should remain standing.”

Tomar’s mouth twitched into an almost-smile as Agneth pulled over a chair and gingerly sat down.

“So, gentlemen,” he said. “You have made significant progress in just one day. This pleases me. We now know who killed Roan of Durnsley. Only the minor matter of why they killed him remains. And whether that ‘why’ has anything to do with the Mahpodah.”

“Mahpodah?” Agneth wondered. “Strange word.”

“Ancient Baltoc,” Tomar explained. “It means uprising, rebellion. Agneth, I must insist that you don’t go blabbing around what you’re about to learn.”

“Blabbing around? Who do you think will talk to, or, for that matter, listen to one of the Stray Boys, eh… eh…”

“You can call me Tomar. The Gods and Goddesses know they do.” He wagged his chin in the general direction of the pages.

“Quite an informal shop you run here, Master Tomar… Let me at least call you Master Tomar. It’s easier for me.”

“Suit yourself, Master Agneth. I have your word then?”

“About the hush-hush stuff? Of course.”

“Good. Well then… Let me paint you a picture of the predicament we find ourselves in. We are reasonably certain that it was Sir Quillian who commissioned the murder. Except that the Fenn brothers were supposed to kill Rowain, not Sir Quillian’s son Roan. Was it a simple mistake caused by the change of clothes, or is there more to it than meets the eye? For simplicity’s sake, I rule out—for the moment—the possibility Sir Quillian hated his son to such a degree as to want him dead.”

“Maybe the fact that he was visibly grief-stricken and a sobbing heap of misery helped you come to that conclusion,” Rahendo said.

“Yes, it did.”

“How is he doing, by the way?” Ryhunzo asked.

“Sir Quillian? He’s still a blubbering, snottering wreck.” Tomar replied. “Renda tends to him, and Obyann checks in regularly to see how he’s doing. Sir Quillian and his third cousin, once removed, can’t stay here much longer. We can’t have Anaxantis and his court associated with this unfortunate event.”

“You want them back in Durnsley,” Rahendo said.

“Yes, as soon as humanly possible, and we can’t let them go on their own, Sir Quillian being crippled by grief and the mental capacities of Rowain being questioned. I don’t count the four guards they brought. We informed them of what happened and I gave them lodgings in one of the empty barracks. ”

“Not to mention that, if Rowain was the intended victim, the Fox, the Cat, and the Rat might have realized their mistake and try again.” Ryhunzo smiled pleasantly at Tomar.

“I hadn’t even thought of that,” Tomar said. “Thank you for drawing my attention to yet another potential nightmare.”

“You need an escort.” Rahendo said, stating the obvious.

“Yes, but that’s not the only reason I’m sending you—”

“What, ho, hey… hold your freaking horses,” Agneth exclaimed. “Who exactly do you mean by ‘you,’ if I may ask?”

“Let me finish, Master Agneth. The escort back home is not only necessary, now more than ever, it’s also the perfect pretext to send your good selves to Durnsley Castle to investigate how far the Mahpodah might be involved in this, eh, unfortunate incident.” The additional advantage being that these two will be out of my hair for a while, he added silently.

“And how exactly are we supposed to do that?” Rahendo asked.

“The pretext will be that you are investigating Roan’s murder. Durnsley is an important noble Highlander House and his murder has taken place in Lorseth, the residence of the prince and lord governor. Two reasons this deplorable case falls under his jurisdiction. There is also the need to keep the prince’s reputation blameless, and more of such malarkey.”

“That’s not an answer, Tomar. That’s just an excuse. Again, how are we supposed to do all that?”

“Just be your busy, nosy selves and find out whatever you can. Put your natural, unwholesome inquisitiveness to good use for once.” He gave Rahendo a piercing look. “Can you honestly tell me, by all the Gods and Goddesses, that you’re not burning with curiosity to know exactly why they murdered Roan and if he was indeed the intended victim?”

“Oh, well… burning, I don’t know… Smoldering, maybe.”

“Fair enough. Of course, I will give you a charter, appointing you two as special personal emissaries of His Highness, giving you all authority to interrogate whomever you deem necessary. After all, if Anaxantis trusted you with a delicate mission to his mother, why shouldn’t I be allowed to commit a similar folly?” The steward hesitated, as if already regretting what he had just said. “Please, gentlemen, please… don’t—do not—abuse the privilege.”

“Who? We?” Ryhunzo said with an earnest face, putting his right hand with outstretched fingers over his heart. “Perish the thought that we should ever betray the trust placed in us by our liege or by you.”

“And somehow that is of no comfort to me at all.” Tomar sighed. “But it can’t be helped. We must get to the bottom of this. Not a smidgen of suspicion may remain on Anaxantis, his court, or my… eh, his administration.” He took a deep breath. “And we need to learn as much as we can about this purported insurrection. I’m sorry, gentlemen, to lay such a weighty matter in your feeble hands, believe me. But the times call for desperate measures.”

“You know exactly how to make someone feel appreciated,” Rahendo muttered.

“So,” Agneth intervened, “may I suppose I’m not needed any longer—”

“You may not,” Tomar said, his voice cutting like ice.

Agneth shrunk back in his chair.

“You’re going with them. I’m sure you’ll have a blast of a time, the three of you.”

“But why?” Agneth complained. “I’m no noble. Far from it, actually.”

“And that’s precisely why. You can go places they can’t. People that won’t speak to them, will speak to you.”

“What if I don’t want to?” Agneth asked, a rebellious streak in his voice. “Don’t I get a say in this?”

“Of course you do. Just give me a reason that I can put in my report sent out daily to His Highness why you obstinately refuse to assist him in his hour of need. You know, to the prince who has been so generous to you and yours and now could use a little help—”

“All right, all right already. No need to make me weep like a little girl. I’ll go,” Agneth interrupted Tomar. “Don’t expect me to call you my lord and bow to you at every turn and corner,” he added for the benefit of the pages.

“Your cover is that you’re their personal servant. You’ll call them my lord—repulsive as it may be to you—and you’ll bow to them whenever anyone can see or hear you, or even when the slightest possibility exists that someone could see or overhear you. What you do in private is none of my business.”

This almost caused all three young men to protest vehemently, but they all simultaneously thought better of it.

“Fine then,” Agneth agreed reluctantly. “I don’t like it, but I kind of understand it. The only thing we have to agree upon is my fee, then.”

Tomar raised an eyebrow and gave Agneth a stern look. Neither had the slightest effect.

“I’m one of the best earners of the Stray Boys. As it is, you’re literally robbing food from the mouths of innocent babes. I think it’s only fair that I—and by I, I mean the Stray Boys—receive compensation for having to miss out on my earnings.”

Tomar rolled his eyes.

“How have I offended the Gods and Goddesses that they see fit to poison my life, not only with an extortionist robber-prince with megalomaniac and costly projects, but also with rapacious, money-hungry orphans? I feel like a candle that’s being burned at both ends.”

Agneth crossed his arms.

“I’m sure I’m asking for far less than what His Highness’s harbor costs.”

Tomar flinched.

“You had to remind me.”

“A rioghal,” Agneth stated brashly.

“Two moltars,” Tomar countered.

Agneth hesitated.

“Two silver pieces is a lot of money, Agneth,” Ryhunzo said.

“My next bid will be lower, Master Agneth,” the steward threatened.

“You drive a hard bargain, Master Tomar, but all right, three moltars it is.”

“Two.”

“Two, then. To be added to our account today, now, while I watch the clerk write it down and with them here witnessing everything.”

“It was a pleasure doing business with you, Master Agneth,” Tomar concluded the negotiations with a wry smile. “Now, let’s discuss the practical side of your mission.”
 



You can also read the first excerpt, Chapter 2, Scene 3.



Abandoned

Aug. 19th, 2026 07:34 pm
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A poem is never finished, only abandoned.

Paul Valéry

Poet, Essayist & Philosopher
(1871-1945)



In March 1933 Paul Valéry published an essay in “La Nouvelle Revue Française” (“The New French Review”) about his poem “Le Cimetière marin” (“The Cemetery by the Sea”).

Excerpt:

In the eyes of those who anxiously seek perfection, a work is never truly completed—a word that for them has no sense—but abandoned; and this abandonment, of the book to the fire or to the public, whether due to weariness or to a need to deliver it for publication, is a sort of accident, comparable to the letting-go of an idea that has become so tiring or annoying that one has lost all interest in it.

Translation by Rosalie Maggio

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Rahendo & Ryhunzo Mystery - 1

Dagger of Deception



Cover of "Dagger of Deception" by Andrew AshlingIt is several months after the victorious Battle of the Zinchara (see The Invisible Chains — Part 3: Bonds of Blood) and daily life in Lorseth Castle has returned to normal.

The prince’s pages have taken up their usual routine of exercise, study, service, raiding Lorseth’s taverns, and bickering among themselves. Everything seems peaceful enough until a village girl accuses one of the pages—and a master of pages, no less—of having raped her, leaving her with child. A charge which Eynurm of Tarnwood vigorously denies.

Since there is no proof and Eynurm has a solid reputation everyone concerned thinks that this straw fire will be easily stomped out. That is, until the maiden in question is found dead with a dagger in her belly. A dagger that bears the crest of Eynurm’s House.

Luckily for Eynurm, he has two good friends, Rahendo and Ryhunzo, who believe he has been set up and who swear they won’t rest until they have discovered the real murderer…

Dagger of Deception is a historical mystery, set in the medieval World of Anaxantis. The main storyline is called Dark Tales of Randamor the Recluse and consists of seven books, a trilogy and a quadrilogy. Although it is parallel to the main series, this is a stand-alone story. It is also far lighter fare than the Dark Tales.

You can read two excerpts Chapter , Scene 2 and Chapter 5, Scene 3.
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I’ve been absent for a long time, almost a year; and not just here but on all platforms, including my website Ximerion.

I’ve had some health problems. I will not elaborate, but they seriously hampered my capacity for any creative work. The therapy more than the actual illness. The former left me lethargic most of the time.

I have good hope that the worst is behind me, and I’m now trying to pick up the threads.

I’m editing and formatting the second Rahendo & Ryhunzo Mystery, Last of the Line, which should have been published ages ago. But, okay, no time like the present to repair fallacies of the past.

What I hope to present you with in the not too distant future:

  • A second excerpt
  • The cover reveal
  • The actual publication

If all goes well this time, all this should happen before the end of September 2026.

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History is a vast early warning system.

Norman Cousins

Editor & Author
(1915-1990)

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Actually, the title should be, “Why I Resurrected This Journal.”

I opened this account on April 7th, 2011 and published a short post to mark the occasion. More than fourteen years ago. If I remember correctly it was meant to function as a backup for my LiveJournal account. LiveJournal was acting strangely at the time, and meanwhile it has been acquired by a Russian organisation that commercialized it. Lots of advertisements, and external links are first guided to a nagging page. You could almost as well be on Facebook.

What I like about this concept is the simplicity. Amidst all the aggressiveness of social media, LiveJournal derivatives like Dreamwidth are an oasis of calm and unencumbered freedom. You do your thing, and it is there to read for anybody who would like so. No need to pay so your subscribers will see you posted something.

And it stays there. As—to my surprise—I noticed fourteen years later. My initial post was, and is, still there and my password was recognized at the first try.

These days I have my own website, Ximerion. So, instead of acting as a backup for LiveJournal it will act as a double for my website. Though, not completely. Yes, it will contain mostly the same info, but It will also contain some original content. Musings mainly, and some objets trouvés collected during my wanderings on the interwebs. Nothing earth shattering.

Maybe I also will indulge in all kinds of speculations in connection with my books. I have no idea if anyone will be interested in them, but this seems the place to publish them. E.g. is Anaxantis, the MC of the Dark Tales series, too young to lead an army?

(If I do I will edit this post and put a link in)

Small Men

Aug. 31st, 2025 09:47 pm
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When small men begin to cast big shadows,
it means that the sun is about to set.

Lin Yutang

Writer
(1895-1976)

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The Invisible Hands – Part 2: Castling

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Lorsanthia, the giant southern enemy, has suffered a crushing defeat at the hands of Anaxantis’s oldest brother, Prince Tenaxos, but it is far from beaten. If anything, it has become more dangerous now that a more warlike regime has taken over the reins.
 
The warlord fears his own dominions will come under siege if his father and older brothers don’t manage to keep the behemoth in check. To make matters more complicated he isn’t convinced the settlement of the Renuvian Plains is going all that well. In the Highlands the proud nobility starts plotting to regain its independence. And, as always, there is the love of Anaxantis’s life, Ehandar.
 
Meanwhile strife breaks loose between the independent city states of Rhonoma and Naodyma. In the latter city, Lexyntas still has a difficult time adapting to being Thenoclon’s slave in a household where dark secrets weigh on both masters and servants. In Rhonoma, Yorn falls more and more under the beguiling influence and nonchalant charms of his adopted cousin, Antybion.
 
Concerned about the vulnerabilities of his dominions, and amidst the intrigues of his family and the nobles of the Highlands of Great Renuvia, Anaxantis starts looking for allies. Should he return to the fold and join forces with his father?



This page on my website
, Ximerion, has links to most vendors where this book is available
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The mosque is too far from home, so let's do this
Let's make a weeping child laugh.

Nida Fazli

Poet
(1938-2016)

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The Invisible Hands – Part 1: Gambit

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The threat of the barbarian invasion by the wild Mukthar tribes has been averted, and Anaxantis is starting to colonize the Renuvian Plains. There still remains a lot to be done — and that goes double for his private life.

 
Meanwhile in the independent city state of Naodyma a young man, Lexyntas, sells himself into slavery to provide for his younger siblings. Another one, Antybion, seeks the hospitality of rich relatives in Rhonoma. Arranulf still pines after Hemarchidas.
 

Then disturbing news reaches Anaxantis. His father, the high king of Ximerion, is marching almost half of his troops toward the capital, Ormidon, to be decommissioned. Is he really disbanding them, notwithstanding the threat in the South? Or is it just a pretext to move them nearer to the territory of his rebellious lord governor and son, Anaxantis?
 
 
The warlord suddenly finds himself in need of hard intelligence, and it’s not that easy to come by…



This page on my website
, Ximerion, has links to most vendors where this book is available

Stupidity

Aug. 10th, 2025 03:20 pm
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Mit der Dummheit kämpfen Götter selbst vergebens.

Against stupidity the gods themselves in vain contend.

Friederich von Schiller

Die Jungfrau von Orleans

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